And I remind myself that I am a good girl and a good person. And for me to trust myself enough to get thru it
Thinking Thursday 06/18
I don’t wanna be like my mom. Angry and resentful. In my core, I know I am someone who is whimsical and happy. But I have yet to manage my stress levels to really enjoy life to my fullest capabilities
Truth Tuesday 06/16
I wish Ryan was my happy ending but he was not..he was actually my rock bottom
Magical Monday 06/14
But I know with a grateful attitude and then some🤍, good things happen. Like staying true to yourself
Sojourning Sunday 06/14
I enjoy being independent and being able to take of myself and Vinny💝
Sojourning Sunday 06/07
But again,…it whispered to me: I was right all along
Sojourning Saturday 06/06
Enjoy your life to the fullest, especially with work. You are resigning soon so enjoy all of it
Freestylin Friday 06/05
Yes, after today. I am leaving. It’s gonna be hard telling people, but I know and feel like I deserve better. I feel like the version of myself who I am becoming would leave, take her chance because I am worth it in the end.
Thinking Thursday 06/04
I don’t know what it means but…I believe I deserve more than this
Wicked Wednesday 06/03
No, no, no…the Afterglow of the divorce. Because everyday, I am discovering different ways how life could be more beautiful if I am more brave enough to ask for me, for me to believe that I deserve more and better, and me trusting myself enough that I will figure it out when time comes…
Truth Tuesday 06/02
If I am worthy. If I am deserving. I don’t know this past weekend, I thought things were okay. Now I don’t feel like that anymore
Magical Monday 06/01
I finally found words to do things that I think about, believe in. Things that cross my mind but I never thought they are the reasons why I keep punishing myself over and over again..
Sojourner Sunday 05/31
Tell me. I am your safe harbour. I will lend you a listening ear❤️
Sojourning Saturday 05/30
Life keeps surprising me..I saw Mas sister last night. I wasn’t wearing a bra and wearing my work uniform😬
Freestylin Friday 05/29
God Father almighty. I’m so scared
Thinking Thursday 05/28
I don’t know what to do anymore. I just know that I have answer within me…I just have to allow it to surface. When it does, I immediately know it is the right one
Wicked Wednesday 05/27
Someone who is unapologetically herself🩷
Truth Tuesday 05/26
I’m so grateful it’s raining…
Magical Monday 05/25
I shed a few tears after I bowed my head, cause i feel so scared. Cause I have wanted so long to leave this place. But this came on. I remember what Uncle Iroh said, life happens wherever you are.
Sojourning Sunday 05/24
No excuses. That’s why I have decided to take full responsibility of my life.
Sojourning Saturday 05/23
Ng sabadong, as they say in my language
Freestylin’ Friday 05/22
Because I’m so tired. I do and try hard. And don’t get the results that I want. So I’m gonna selfish diary. I’m gonna selfish. Because I am tired of breaking my own heart because I do things that I think people would approve of. I’m so so tired.
Notes 05/21
I am consistent. That’s my word of the year.
Thinking Thurs 05/21
I don’t wanna be here, but here is where I am
Wicked Wednesday 05/20
I remember how I felt back then. I remember felt so much shame, of how I looked, I felt ugly. I felt unworthy because I went first. But that doesn’t make sense because I was in the first grade — and the other girls were in the second grade. But nevertheless, that is how I felt.
Truth Tuesday 05/19
Diary, I want it to be okay. I deserve it to be okay. Because life is beautiful so am I. Yes, I have made mistakes but it doesn’t mean I have to settle for less.
Magical Monday 05/18
I felt forced, violated, raped from my divorce.
Free writing Sunday 05/17
It’s so windy tonight.
Sojourning Sunday 05/17
I want to pursue myself. I don’t know what is going on, but I wan to pursue myself
Something Saturday 05/16
Then, it came to in my head or my instinct said, she is doing her best. She is doing what she knows. If she did know better, she would have done better
Freestyle Friday – 05/15
There are no words to express my feelings. I try crying, but I feel like it’s a cry that doesn’t match my heartbreak, I’m sorry
Thinking Thursday 05/14
Will everything be okay? Will I find a new job one that fits all the requirements before early July?
Wicked Wednesday 05/13
Morning routine – wake up naturally, no alarm clock
Truth Tuesday 05/12
We are back it again.. diary.
Magical Monday 05/11
And that doing these affirmations and positive changes, things workout better than expected or dreamt
Sojourning Sunday 05/10
Trust myself. Believe in myself. Have faith in myself.
Saturday night
I went to strolling today. And I thought of in January 2024, how miserable I felt. But now over 2 years later… I have Vinny band I practically use aircon almost 24/74
Thinking Thursday 05/07
But no one ever did. Huh. I thought Ryan was. But he left. I thought Alex did. But I cheated on him. But then again, I don’t want a guy with kids.
Wicked Wednesday 05/06
And from Louise Hay: your life is how you make it
Magical Monday 05/04
I found a dime in my work parking lot!!😊🪙
Sojourning Sunday 05/03
It really does good things to my life, when I take the time to list all the things I am grateful for.
Something Saturday 05/02
My body will and it did pay for it. I got sick. Even stopped masturbating.
Truth Tuesday 04/28
What to do, what to do. All I know…follow my gut
Magical Monday 04/27
All I know is, I knew setting my boundaries and speaking my mind would set things in motion. But not this far.
Sojourning Sunday 04/26
Masturbate! Quite my job @ the college. Sleep 8 hours everyday. More yoga, meditating, journaling. Speak my mind. Be more assertive
Something Saturday 04/25
All I can come up with is that I am a naturally soft, so I need someone who is strong to teach or I learn from them to find my voice and fight for what I want.
Free styling Friday 04/24
Did some hours for work. Been consistent lately with my Joyful Journal.
Thinking Thurs 04/23
Today, this morning I thought about how my life was few years ago
Wicked Wednesday 04/22
This lady came to check if I am ok. I have seen her around. It made me realize that I am glad I cover myself while laying here.
Magical Monday 04/20
I feel so glad so happy. So happy that I feel like I can depend on myself for things in my life
Thinking Thursday 04/16
But what happened last night was painful. I think I do know better. But the better question is, am I worth it?
Wicked Wednesday 04/15
That’s a stupid question. Because I have ALWAYS doubted my worth and ability’s.
Wicked Wednesday 04/08
I just hope it’s enough.
You’ve Got Mail – R & R
Hi diary, My friend. My soul mate. The one thing in this world that is truly mine. I guess I’m so tired and exhausted. I thought I was gonna wash clothes today. But it turns out my money is going towards other things. It’s been awhile since I’ve done any R&R. Due to time, me…
Sojourning Sunday night
Now I’m wondering, if I will ever be enough. Or is the best thing to do is just pretend I am enough for myself, and eventually I will feel enough in real life.
Sojourning Sunday night
Now I’m wondering, if I will ever be enough. Or is the best thing to do is just pretend I am enough for myself, and eventually I will feel enough in real life.
Truth Tuesday 03/24
I feel so sleepy diary. So sleep deprived. But I am so thankful for everything life has given me and then some
Something Saturday
Lord, Universe show me the perfect way to get over him ❤️🩹
Magical Monday – 03/16
I wonder when will I ever feel sure of myself and of my life. How and when I will feel ready.
Thinking Thurs 03/12
I think I do need to do my hobbies rather than going to sleep to make it to my Zoom meetings. It is draining me but it is hard
Tuesday Truths
Hi friend, Life gets in the way sometimes I’m sleepy. Need to makeup my hours. At least i know have this part time gig until next year. I just need another part time to keep me afloat That hopefully satisfies me. Makes me happy. That nap was the most worthwhile thing I did the whole…
Saturday Sights
I don’t have enough time. That my time, position with the grant is unsatisfactory. That I’m not taking full advantage of the grant I’m part of
Thinkin’ Thursday 03/05
Hi friend, Can’t believe it’s been almost 10 months of me being on the blog. Writing, sharing my stories, unloading…it’s been a journey. I wonder, if I would be the same person but I
Freestylin Friday 03_06
Life is crazy. One thing I think this, and then that happens. I don’t know what to do anymore. Except to read, get good amount of sleep, masturbate, do my best, send goodwill to all…
Wicked Wednesday
Hi friend, I have a headache. I don’t know why. Maybe cuz I feel guilty about saying I did actual work hours when I didn’t? Am I worried about karma? There’s another flip on that. I got my tax refund. Got a great parking outside. No immediate work demands. I have money to buy whatever…
Wicked Wednesday 03/04
My toe is itchy right now. Life will sort it self out somehow. I don’t know how. But I am willing to believe it. Trust it. Be consistent with it.
Magic Monday 03/02
Is it possible for me to have my dreams come true?
Freestylin’ Friday
Life has been chaotic. Or is it me who has been disorganized?
Magical Monday 02/23
But I think about what that one person said: that because I removed my energy, he didn’t want me anymore.
Freestyle Friday 02/20
I’m glad that registering the car cost only $100❤️❤️
Freestylin’ Friday 02/13
Hi friend, How are you doing today? I ain’t so bad so myself I feel full. My stomach I mean. Finally ate my ichiban @ work. I am updating Ricky @ work. Hopefully it will be done by the time I clock out I did my YWA daily meditation- this time around I did the…
Magical Monday 02/16
I think that’s why I love being alone. Being with Vinny.
Thinkin’ Thurs 02/12
So maybe I could treat you like that. Like an old friend. A trusted friend. Rather than a “diary” kinda doesn’t feel like it cuz I can’t really use peoples name on here. But maybe having you as a friend would enable me to be creative in terms of addressing you 😊😌❤️❤️
Thinkin’ Thurs 02/12
Hi friend, I watched a bit of You’ve Got Mail. Yay! It’s back on Netflix. You know how Meg Ryan’s character first email, the one first seen in the movie, pretending her character and Tom Hanks character are old friends. So maybe I could treat you like that. Like an old friend. A trusted friend….
Wicked Wednesday 02/11
And I keep thinking about Louise Hays words of resentment, guilt, fear, blame, and other things that impact my day to day without me being aware
Truth Tuesday 02/10
Well, it is what it is. We are wise and beautiful. We always find a way. We choose to slow down. I choose to slow down.
Magic Mon 02/09
It was Saturday. And I got tired. I enjoyed looking at MU’s face everyday. Even if other women were in the picture. But I felt so empty inside.
Freestylin’ Friday 02/06
But I wasn’t kiddding. Just like with taking care of my parents, slowly and surely I am becoming the ideal version of myself that can take of them. Yes there are bumps in the road but I can handle it. Always
Thinking Thurs 02/05
give yourself time to relax and process your feelings. You are not your feelings.
Truth Tuesday 02/03
All because I gave myself a chance. To follow my gut. To follow instinct. To believe in myself. And trust myself. That somehow, someway I would be okay. That if I follow my guy, things would be okay.
Magical Monday 02/02
Am I crazy diary? Or just too creative? In my own head a lot?
Somethin’ Sunday
Life is good. Continue to count your blessings.
Thinking Thursday 01/29
I wonder what my future me would say? For me to hold on, to the one I have. But it’s so hard tho. Holding on. Or would she say, “Shrimp. Be fearless. Do you, and life will take care of itself.”
Wicked Wednesday 01/28
At work. And guess who walked in the bathroom. My boss! So I covered my mouth, tears fell down my eyes.
Truth Tuesday 01/27
Diary, am I worthy? Worthy of the life I want? The life I have always dreamed off? I know I am but I wonder if I am worthy of it. I know that is confusing but it really is.
Magical Monday 01/26
It’s been awhile. I noticed that I have been gone from here for awhile and that ain’t cool. But that’s what happens
Freestylin Friday 01/23
I know this cuz I have been obsessed of this pic of MU from 12 years ago
Freestylin Friday 01/16
I wonder if I will ever have the life of my dreams. Peace and prosperity that I seek
Thinkin’ Thursday 01/15
It’s so funny. In my YouTube algorithm, it started showing video shorts on Louise Hay!!
Wicked Wednesday 01/14
I took a 30min nap and it felt like heaven. I feel so much better. It begs the question, must I stay back and do my work after 5pm? Or leave do errands yoga sleep. To be fully recovered
Truth Tuesday 01/13
I have been doing affirmations, visualizations, blessing my current in the hope that I would attract and have my dream job. Or do I have it already?
Magical Monday 01/12
I am so tired of allowing myself to be bullied and used by people. By being other peoples play things
Freestyling Friday 01/09
Dear Diary, It’s been a day. A real day. I feel so full from the Mackerel canned food. I made it extra special by sprinkling a little bit of lemon to it so it was extra good. I don’t wanna move too much cuz I might poop. My body is something. When I’m upset, diarrhea….
Sweet Sunday 01/11
…I refuse to settle down ever again. I think that I why I feel so apprehensive when thinking about or actually watching S kids. I’m done settling.
Something Saturday 01/10
Because good things always leave. They rarely stay in my life.
Thinking Thurs 01/08
So I did. Or am doing. Drinking my store bought canned coffee. Will it make me stay up late? Idk. But it makes me wonder if I am so impulsive.
Wicked Wednesday 01/07
I guess the most Wicked thing of today was making it to work with what I have.
Truth Tuesday 01/06
Lately, I want to feel and do what is aligned with me.
Magical Monday 01/05
And tonight, I finally whispered the words that I have been craving all day but couldn’t until I was 15 minutes away from home. I choose to slow down.
R & R: Titanic
You’re gonna die an old, old lady warm in her bed. Not here. Not tonight. Not like this. You must promise me that you’ll survive. That you won’t give up. No matter what happens. No matter how hopeless. Promise me now Rose.
Wicked Wednesday 12/31
As the thing said, with God anything is possible.
Magical Monday 12/29
… I wonder if I will ever have it. The love, acceptance, approval that I crave so much for myself.
Luteal Phase Journal
I want to release my limiting beliefs. My self-doubt. I want to face and get thru the pain of my divorce and all that comes with it
Truth Tue 12/23
I want to be free. Work at a job that i love. That I choose.
Freestylin Friday 12/19
Looking back now, I think it was God using her to make me feel included ❤️
Thinking Thursday 12/18
I’m so tired of holding on. Wishing I just let go and let things be.
Truth Tuesday 12/16
I’m sorry, my Uterus
Magical Monday 12/15
Today, more like last night. I promised myself that I would take a nap for my entire day off. So that’s what I’m gonna do. Like everyday.✌️
Freestylin’ Friday 12/12
At the auto shop
Thinking Thursday 12/11
I guess holding on so hard on every find. Vinny, grad school, my self care, my self worth, I am trying so hard to hold that I just wanna let go. And move on with my life.
#1 Just Pondering
I don’t think any of them know I was involved in a car accident
Love finds you when you love yourself
And I couldn’t help myself but just look…at your license plate.
Wicked Wednesday 12/10
It’s a good week. A wonderful week. And it continues.
Truth Tuesday 12/09
I thought they were closed. I called the number online but no one picked up. So I parked and walked there and the door was unlocked too😊. I literally danced in the car knowing it was open😊
Freestylin’ Friday 12/05
But for some reason I feel disconnected. Disjointed. Is it because I believe I don’t deserve this opportunity?
Thinkin’ Thursday 12/04
It’s Thursday. 12:33PM I am tired horny stressed but trying to remain optimistic.
Pink Bracelet
Please be as happy as you can. Choose to be happy. Because I know it is so fleeting, esp if you don’t choose it
Sense of peace
It’s knowing that everything will be okay. Even though right now, there is a lot to do.
It’s sadness
I kept saying to myself, “I can save myself.” so I wiped the tears from my cheeks, blew my nose…
Freestylin’ Friday 11/28
That where I am from I am taught to disregard my feelings and my needs for other people, especially as the oldest. But i won’t allow that to be my story again
I realized
Cuz I feel like that is what is going on in my life
Wicked Wednesday 11/26
So that means, that if you don’t have fear, that means you have trust.
Hello diary
I was against it because I want to continue to honor one of my values- which is honesty.
Feeling alone
I wonder if he knows that he fills my daydreams.
Giving myself what I needed
Again, it all comes back to trust. But trust what? Trust life? Trust myself? Trust what’s out there? What is there to trust?
I ate potatoes today
That’s why today: I’m gonna get my curly fries and lemon tea😊
Sweaty Back
But I was wrong… there is someone who could love me more than he did. Me
I saw a tampon today
My heart whispered: there is✨
With a Mouthful of Sunflower Seeds
I want to tap that and maintain that energy. That this what I can give you, take it or leave it.
Magical Monday 11/17
So diary I was planning to stay at work 2 hours after closing time.
Freestylin Friday 11/14
And it came back to me. The late night drives, the slow sex in his dorm room, our inside jokes, how he made me feel safe and protected. It all came crushing down on me…
Thinking Thursday 11/13
— I am not meant for home. I am meant to be wild and free. With my hair loose and no bra. I thrive with people who accept me as I am, and celebrate me. And the only person I find that with – is God and myself.
Wicked Wednesday 11/12
Guess what? My butt does feel more lifted🤯
Truth Tue 11/11
As I was typing the last paragraph, I remembered I didn’t listen to my Morning Meditation so here it is😊🎀
Magical Monday 11/10
Yes, it’s okay to daydream of MU. But I choose to keep the eye on the prize…
1st Blogaversary
Here’s to many more to come ♥️
Why do I trust life? – part 1
… I don’t really have role models in my life. Instead, I have a bunch of people whom have lives that I want to avoid
Thinking Thursday 11/06
When it comes to my local people I feel like I am lower class. I don’t know if it’s cuz my mom always said we are the poorest and must be the last
Wicked Wednesday 11/05
Was it because of R’s cousin? The cute guy who gave off Japanese vibes who literally drives the same car as MU but white??
Truth Tutesday 11/04
Praise. I would do mirror work. Consistently remind myself that I am beautiful
Magic Monday 11/03
And it continues…
R & R: Hear O Lord
I came back home to run away from R. Once I’m gone, I’m never coming back.
Freestylin’ Friday 10/31👻🎃
It’s Halloween baby! Is it obvious that I masturbate in my car? I am sleepy but I am enjoying my cozy socks, belly full of jello n corn beef hash, and the cool weather 😊 I wonder if my dreams would come true: *consensual polyamorous relationship *live in Japan *have PhD
#1 Just Pondering
Please, please, please fantasize about a life that you know you could achieve.
Thinkin’ Thursday 10/30🎃
C***blocking is on my mind.
Wicked Wednesday 🫔 10/29
To me, it means to go where things go. And to act gracefully in all things.
Truth Tuesday 10/28🧙♀️
But it was in front of the Post Office, I let him in front of me…
Magic Monday 10/27
I don’t know why. I keep doing affirmations. It’s hard to see or know if it is true or not.
notes#5
Something in me whispered, “embrace that.”
I don’t know what’s wrong
Is it the way I treat K?
I’m still angry
Cuz you are a fucking bitch
Wicked Wednesday 10/15
I think life is telling me to be a BITCH
I want all of my mother’s love
“everything I am looking for is right under my nose”.
I never got what I wanted – Magic Monday 10/20
Cause I can save myself.
Freestylin’ Friday 10/17
I finally did Zoom with my classmates and teacher
Truth Tuesday 10/14
I am willing to be self aware to know why I feel this way about him
Magic Mondays – 10/13
I think I resent her for dying
R & R Haunted Hotel
You’re enough, just the way you are
What is one thing you can forgive yourself for right now?
I am too hard on myself
notes #4
without R, I wouldn’t feel so much shame around my people
Magical Monday – 09/29
The saddest thing is that I hoped/faith, that coming back home it would be smooth sailing to pay for grad school.
notes #2
Okay I have been inconsistent. Monday, was the last day I did an official post. The last two ones were spontaneous ones.. I deleted MU’s pictures (their not real pictures, but more like posts, like Facebook pictures and a college catalog, that has his face in ‘em). It was hard, but I feel like it…
note#2
I am tired. I don’t know what to do anymore. I am back to worrying about money again. I thought I was over this factor in my life. Now I am trying to login to my school email. To see if Financial Aid emailed me…
Sakura-like Tree
Just what if…
notes #1
And I think I killed my aunt
Freestylin’ Friday – 09/19
How would I continue living on with my life knowing that I didn’t correct this wrong when I wasn’t even the wrong?
Thinkin’ Thursday 09/18
It happened again today.
Wicked Wednesday- 09/17
my left hand on my heart, my right hand on my stomach and asked myself “what do I need to know?” And a loud voice said in my head, “Slow down. Slow down.”
Truth Tuesday – 09/16
Okay a secret, I want to masturbate @ work!
Magic Monday – 09/15
during my yoga I shed a few tears. And asked God to give me food
Freestylin’ Friday – 09/12
Dear Diary, Today, is Freestylin’ Friday. For this post, I will journal on the prompt: “What do you love most?” I would say me. A more accurate, is I am embody someone who has high self-love. Being a high-value woman Being a wise P person Being vibrantly healthy Being devout Catholic Being a classic girlie…
Thinkin’ Thursday 09/11
I know something HAS to change but I don’t know what. I am WILLING to make the change.
Wicked Wednesday – 09/10
I love masturbating💛
Truth Tuesday 09/09
I create solutions
Magic Mondays – 09/18
I am doing my best.
Something’s new are coming in…
Trying something’s new for the blog💛
My dad pooped his pants today
Yes, the thrill of getting caught turns me on😜
Happy Anniversary Louise
I cried because I couldn’t imagine I would feel this happiness and contentment after the divorce.
I gave myself what I wanted
Today, I was selfish. I did my best, and i wonder if it is enough This picture was todays quote. It reminds me of my daydreaming: *AndVillage and the could haves and would haves of us *how college would have been so different if I stayed on the dorms *how my life could be so…
Hurtin’ Throat
going out of my way for people doesn’t do any good for me
Ep. 1 “The Wisdom Tooth Incident”
And he is a great eye candy
It’s not enough
I got the money to help me pay for grad school It’s not enough. It’s not even enough to pay for half of it I am shocked and saddened I literally cried my little pink heart out in front of the store Cuz I thought it was my saving grace It was the one thing…
Birthday Blog#3
Imagine what I can do, what I am truly capable if I give 110% to myself.
The Avoidance Theory
Dear Diary, I found that this quote is more true than not. Months ago, when my parents were out of the house, I looked the front door and a dance party. I danced “I Can Do It With a Broken Heart” by Taylor Swift. I thought about how Taylor Swift kept on touring when she…
Birthday Blog#2
I am willing to believe it because I deserve all the good things in life
Birthday Blog #1
I was born on a Saturday morning.
Still Wondering Why You Left Me Behind
Aren’t I worth fighting for?
Fear
I wonder what makes me feel so scared
R & R – Matilda
This is my favorite movie
I love myself therefore…
I love myself therefore…
Slow Livin’
I got my period
My fears
This year’s word is: TRUST
Is it true?
Happy Almost Birthday to Harry Potter🥳
Scraps from Journaling
he told me he wanted to divorce me thru a WhatsApp text
AndVillage
A post dedicated to AndVillage
Why do I feel this way?
I feel happy and important when I am sick and have to take medicines at certain times of the day for about a week
Sushi Roll🍣
I am willing to let go.
Dead to me
It breaks my heart.
The Code of Silence
In my culture, there is a code. On how to live and be the perfect individual.
Closing my Eyes
In there…
I deserve better
His promises of safety and security fell on deaf ears.
In the sky
Alligator in the sky
Death
I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna die tonight.
I hit rock bottom
I was desperate to find, have and keep a boyfriend who would give me the love that I crave.
I Wonder
I want to live and breathe my truth
Things I Wished that Happened but Actually Didn’t
Dear Diary, Here’s a list of things that I wished happened but I didn’t for me. And why now I am grateful it didn’t happen Life is never what it seems. At times, most of the time for me anyways, I never get what I want. But looking back, even now. It seems I do:…
R&R: Along for the Ride
Dear Diary, Over the course of the years, I have lived on this Earth, I have been a consumer of different forms of media. I believe it is high time for me to write my two cents of these subjects. I have great intention to post a review and reflection on anything that interest: books,…
The Dreams That Couldn’t Be
Photo Courtesy: From instagram profile of: realmollydoyle Men of my dreams. Is it hard, crazy, or audacious or is it all of the above that I want not one, but THREE boyfriends, husbands, men in my life. I want one guy to be with me always, and the other two have each other as backups….
All In The Name of Chocolate
A few weeks ago, there was big celebration where I came from. I was glad that the day who is meant for this particular group of people got to enjoy their day. Today, I ate 2 chocolate cookies, rice and half of a fried fish, Hershey’s chocolate almonds, 2 chocolate chip cookies. And drank water…
Pescatarian
I am a pescatarian.
Day 1
After you finish your morning mirror work, write down your feelings and observations. Did you feel angry or upset or silly? Silly and sad. I have known about this work and it has taken me long to actually write down and do it. Six hours after finishing your morning mirror work, again write down your…
Wicked Wednesday 06/10
Hi diary, I used my moms money to get lunch…I’m gonna think it thru that everything would be okay Whatever happens I know I can handle it, I ate my lunch and drank the drink and it’s okay…I’m not fulfilled nor happy nor glad I ate it. It’s okay
Freestylin Friday
Hi diary, It’s been a long while. In the name of getting to work on time and having good enough sleep, I have forgone you, basically my way of relaxing, which is writing. And my yoga. When I do “what needs to be right or is right” things backfire. Now I am pressured from my…